Am I Self-conscious or Am I Energy? Am I the Doer or Is Energy?

My relationship with energy continues to grow a little stronger most days. One example of this is how I love to follow the impulses I receive from energy. I especially love the subtle impulses that are just subtle feelings without thought to do something or not do something. There’s no logic to these impulses, but my trust in them is growing because they have never failed me. So I want to be more aware of them. 

The way I become more aware of these impulses is to spend less time figuring things out. When I’m not figuring things out, I have more awareness to pick up these impulses. If my self-conscious self is there figuring things out, then I ignore energy, I don’t need energy, and so I don’t connect with energy. The feeling of being self-conscious compared to being energy is very different. The first one is me doing things, and the second one is energy doing things with me witnessing it happening. The witnessing is me being pure awareness. I love it when I’m witnessing it all happen. That is when my love for energy grows.

 Another example of communicating with energy is the increasing clarity I’m receiving. I understand things on a deeper and deeper level almost every day. And I experience things on a more subtle level than ever before. It’s hard to explain this aspect of my life, but it’s very enjoyable and so satisfying.

 In these examples of me communicating with energy, it’s me as pure awareness and not the me that is self-conscious. I’m pure awareness when I’m letting energy run my life; I’m self-conscious when I’m the one doing things. 

I know that the less I do, the more energy does. And the more energy does, the more love I feel.