My Lover Is in My Head

After spending lots of time feeling appreciation on my hike, I spent more time appreciating the view from my car.  I was building up a lot of momentum from feeling appreciation.  It was then that this amazing superfluid feeling of energy entered my head.  It was the most incredible feeling I’ve ever felt.  As I was leaving the parking lot, I was close to crying from the joy and love I felt for the amazing feeling of this energy in my head.  I knew for sure it all came from appreciating.  All during my drive home, I felt the same way as I kept feeling appreciation.  I can’t describe the wonderful feeling of energy in my head, except to say I was so in love with this feeling.  The feeling was better than and different from any relationship I’ve ever had.  And since that day, my awareness and feelings have permanently changed in a way I can’t describe.  I haven’t felt the same way I felt that day, but I can tell that I’m close to having a similar or better feeling again.  In fact, yesterday morning I felt love during all my breathing sessions: a first.